Hi guys,
Today I’m 27 days sober. Drink really is the devil. Because of alcohol I had a lot of incidents lately, two of them got me in trouble with the law. Including a row involving my wife.
Luckily she didn’t give up on me but realizing there’s a lot at stake I’ve now decided to get sober.
I’m staying at a cheap camping site at the moment because I’m not allowed to live at home according to a judge.
My wife is rebellious and joined me here nevertheless. We’re having a good time thinking about future projects.
We re-launched our Art Brut Collective where we get Art Brut creators like myself and my wife together.
On top of alcoholism I have psychiatric problems (hence the Art Brut).
I’ve experimented with harddrugs as well. Ketamine, cocaine, XTC, MDMA, speed, 3MMC, crack-cocaine, and LSD. As well as natural drugs like truffles, mushrooms, and marihuana. DMT was by far the most intriguing and supposedly non-addictive.
Currently I’m staying off the harddrugs and just smoke some weed but not too much and mostly CBD dominant stuff because I want the body high and not the head high. I get really stoned from the Dutch stuff and sometimes lose my head.
Anyways, 27 days sober and I really see my life and marriage improving. Getting in touch with my network again and oozing with ideas and energy.
Good luck to all of you struggling. The isle in the supermarket is the worst, I’ll never get past that.